I might be wrong about my last post

Finally, I might be wrong about my last post. The one I was talking about people will never changed. 

Late this afternoon, I got a call from my mom. She had a big new for me. I was not expecting that one.

She took the decision to quit drinking. She wants to change. I was in total shock. I was so happy. I hope she will do it. I believe in her because she is my mother. The only one I have. I’ve been waiting for this big step ffor so long.

She realized that she has a problem and she wants to fix it. I am proud of her. She made my day.

I hope that I am wrong about people will never changed. I think now that if you want something and you put the effort in you will make it happen.

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Burning 

A ccouple days ago, I found old suicide letters that I wrote before the suicide attempts. I was feeling anxious about thinking of having them in my bedside drawer. This afternoon, I took them and burnt them in fire pit. I read them then I watched te burn. I was feeling relieved. I was thinking about my family and my friends who are here to support me no matter what and forever. I feel better now. I know that I want to live my life. I want to enjoy every little moments with my family and have as much as possible fun with my friends. I want to be happy. My job help too though. It gives me hope. I am not hopeless anymore I found my way. A good way  to get back on track. I am ready to start the DBT in fall.

Hindu temple and a walk on the waterfront

Yesterday I went in the city. It was amazing as always. I went to the Hindu temple to get rid of my negative energy and open some space to get positive energy. It worked well. I also had so much love from the Indian women. They are friendly and I feel happy when I am surrounded by them. They are my family.

After the temple I went to the waterfront for a nice walk. Still clearing my mind. I also stopped at my favorite boutique, The blackmarket. I bought two pairs of earrings and four bracelets for only 9,00$. I am feeling good and ready to start my week.